has crept in, again. But this time I find that I really, really want her to stick around. In fact, I'm not doing any of the things I could do to easily get rid of her. Like take my temperature in the morning. Or pee on a stick.
I have reevaluated my chart of this months' symptoms (minus any temperatures), in the context of my entire and exhaustive history of previous ovulations. I think that I probably ovulated on cycle day 28, 29 or 30. (I won't even get into the fact that I was so confused about last months' cycle and what to call "day one" of this cycle that days 28-30 might, in fact, be days 21-29.)
So, today is 12-14 dpo. I think I could take a pregnancy test today without it being too ridiculously premature. I have one in my night stand. I can not bring myself to do it.
Even if I only get one more day of groping my sore boobs and pretending this bloating and cramping are early pregnancy symptoms instead of pms, I want that one day.