even I can't find a way to believe I might be pregnant today

The torrent of blood has arrived. And my bbt simultaneously dropped an entire degree. And the cramps are better. Not because they are really better but because I am taking really a lot of drugs. Now I guess I just cross my fingers and see if I can do this ovulation thing again. Because more than anything else what I am feeling right now is complete amazement that my body actually managed to ovulate on its own. I feel like throwing myself a party.