Thank you all for your good thoughts. They mean so much to me. We have told very few people in "real life", so it's nice to know that you are out there.
I am terrified. I am so afraid that something terrible will happen and I will lose this pregnancy. Or worse, that I already have but I just don't know it yet.
Jack is not afraid. Not at all. He is waiting on me hand and foot so that I can rest. Today, on his lunch break, he went to B@bies R Us, "just to look around". He really thinks we are going to have a baby in May. And that I am gestating that baby at this very moment.
I want this so very badly. But I am having trouble believing it is possible.
Next peek inside is Thursday morning. Please still be there, little one, please.