Today is cd 7. I took my last dose of clomid last night. I want this to work. I want 100 mg to be the magic dose. I wish there was something else I could do now, besides waiting, something to actively make this cycle work. Maybe I'll try my "yoga for fertility" dvd again. I bought it a year or so ago, and it obviously didn't help me ovulate, but maybe it's worth another try. Last cycle I was also trying to eat much more healthfully. I cut out caffeine and artificial sweeteners, cut way back on sweets, and we switched to organic dairy (I don't eat meat, but I have tried to convince A. to switch to organic when he eats it). I don't know if it makes a difference. I didn't feel any different, other than slightly more virtuous. Unfortunately, when my period showed up I self-medicated my despair with tons of chocolate and diet coke, and now I am finding those cravings hard to shake again.
I have some more thoughts on hope, but at the moment I am late for work. Maybe tomorrow.